I am desperately clinging on to whatever little hope, and time, I have left.
I know that this, too, shall pass. I know that there are bigger things in life to worry about. But right now, being this close to losing something precious to me, I can think of little else.
I really, really need to pull myself together. I thought I slept it all off after spending two wasted days in bed, but apparently not.
Something tells me we have very little time left.
Lately, I’ve been feeling increasingly dissatisfied with work. I believe it’s the result of the cumulation of many (seemingly) little events occurring recently, which is severely affecting my normally positive outlook on things. Right now, I’m just sick & tired of the way things work in the company. I’ve always held out hope that it will get better, but it’s been more than 3 years since I started out here & nothing much has changed except the staff. And that hope is fading.
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Just four weeks to go to the end of the semester. Then a two-week break followed by my one & only exam. After that, it’s off to Hong Kong I go, and I can’t wait. I wouldn’t even mind if it were elsewhere & not HK we’re going. I just need an escape, to give me the change of environment I need.
Operations Management is not as tough as I imagined. It’s rather scientific & mathematical in nature, which suits me just fine, because I am a sciences type of girl at heart (or brain). The group assignment looks manageable too, thank God. Now all I need are group members I can work with. I already got slotted into a group earlier today, except that I haven’t met any of the members as it was all settled over email & SMS. The wonders of modern faceless communication. Haha.
Am looking through the just-released IT Project Management end-of-course assessment. It actually looks pretty straightforward. Just clear-cut questions, purely online submission, and the best thing is, no powerpoint slides or video presentation involved. Yesss! 
The next four weeks are looking more & more survivable.